I was never good at saying goodbyes. In my opinion, it is one of the most painful words that a person can hear from someone they care deeply about. At moments like this, I become the most vulnerable, but also the numbest. Before it even comes, I tend to shut my emotions down, to pretend like nothing is gonna happen. I thought I was protecting myself from tears but at the same time, I didn’t realize I was also hurting the people I love. By not saying goodbye to them, by not allowing myself to be weak, I couldn’t tell them I love them and how much I am going to miss them…


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